Got my results today .
My results totally sucks .
Can you people stop asking for my score ?!
It is irritating you know ?!

Being hesitated .
Should i go pei hwa or mayflower ?
Dance or ______ ?
I need to choose one of it ,
its equally important .
Maybe ______ still more important .
But ______ is not telling me his first choice ,
i only have the non-updated one !
Argh

Maybe i should stop pestering you anymore , since you don't even bother to reply my message
fever is coming back

Anyhow art dance song <3
Addicted to it ,
The lyrics .
I think i can't say the song name ,
since its a programme song ,
it's just super nice and touching .

And now , it seems that i'm closer to sheryl now ,
closer to each other compared to last time (:

Just found out that gina , sheryl and me are using different photos of we three as our profile picture (:
Haha .

This is the third post of the day ,
since i'm super bored .

i miss the times when we will msg each other everyday but .. it won't come back again ; don't force me .. anymore

Sheryl and debbie tagged me to do this ,
so i will just .. do it although i'm totally beat .

Here it goes :
Sheryl = my lovely :P
Debbie = LAZY Bff
Crystal = Awesome Jie
Xinying = Clamp eating pro (:
Joanne = Random ~
Gina = Random kia
Amelia = Best Jie
Sherralyn = siao ding dong jie
Samantha = weird gdfriend .
Arend = stupid brother ; faker =="
Gerard = piss me off
Jeremy = always have long stories
Kendra = dradra
Joshua = goodf
Jeremy Teo = kor

This people are being tagged to do this on your blog .

Just came back from anyhow art dance practice .
Performance next month , 19 and 20th .

Totally beat ,
resting infront of my laptop doing nothing ,
listening to miss you by westlife , you belong to me by taylor swift and tell me why by taylor swift continuously , again and again .

Fever is better now .

I'm kinda sick now .
have fever .
i hope that someone can just sms me a take care ,
but until now ,
he did not .
Too bad for me .

What's wrong with her ?!
She changed .
I get pissed off by her and i just block her on msn .
What the fcking problem with her ?!!
Seriously !

Firstly ,
happy birthday to wanzhen , denon and crystal's sister ! (:
Either belated , or today .

Yesterday woke up at like 11am ?
Then prepared stuffs for the stayover at the chalet .
Then prepared for chingay dance practice at people's association .
On the laptop after awhile ,
posted .

Met up with sherralyn and gina at j8 .
Ate with sherralyn .
Got bored of j8 then we went to amk hub .
Asked jasmine to meet us up at amk hub .
Actually wanted to take neo prints but ended up slacking .

Took sheryl's mother car to the P.A ,
once again , need to let the security guard to record our names .
We all are collecting all the stickers (:
We gone there early .
Only few seniors are there .
Got called to carry bamboo sticks once we got there .
Had fun .
Pictures .

Sherralyn eating gina's finger !



Gina , inconsiderate kia !



Gina and jasmine !



Gina in dance studio !



Me , gina and sheryl in dance studio (:



Sat sheryl's mother car to the chalet after dance .
Sheryl can't stay over D:
Xinying can
Xinying is super pro (:
She ate like 200 clamps ?
Woahh .

Me and sheryl taught xinying and crystal how to play taitee ,
then xinying keep asking this " is heart bigger than clover ? "
Then we kept saying about it .
In the end , she typed it in her phone .
We played taitee ( dunno how to spell it ) ,
from like 8pm-4am ?
Sheryl went back home at 11 plus D:
Me , crystal , xinying , crystal's sister and crystal sister 's friend did not sleep at all .
Then crystal's xiaogu came ,
and she's so funny .
Had lots of fun with her (:
Xiaogu drove us to mcdonalds at 5.30am ,
inside was super cold .
We all ate hotcakes and drank milo .

Straightly went to the beach to watch sunrise . Love the scenery .
Then took pictures with crystal they all and xiaogu ! (:
Looking at the pictures ,
we all laugh until our stomach ache .
The first time i laughed from thurs .
Went back to the chalet at about 8am ,
then continued to play taitee again ,
xinying and crystal get addicted liao . haha

Packed stuffs ,
then my father came and picked me .

Did not even sleep even one second from yesterday morning ,
did not feel tired .

What's wrong again ?!
What did i done wrong ?
Why must he do this to me , yet again ?!
I hate this man .

Should i even thank him for doing so ?!!!
For hurting me once again ?!
Although i always tell myself i'm used to it ,
but it still doesn't seemed so !

Sometimes , when i'm super angry , i feel like telling him " i don't like you anymore le !! Happy ?! " in anger .
But that's all bcos i'm angry and sad .
I still like him , yet still alot .

Okay . Now , i'm angry , or rather , sad .

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
Cause they'd fill the open air
And leave tear drops everywhere
You'd think me rude but I would just stand and
Stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns, slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems

Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach my how to dance
A foxtrot above my head
A sock-hop beneath my bed
The disco ball is just hanging by a thread
(Thread, thread...)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns, slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
(When I fall asleep)

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep?
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep
(Ha-ha)

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell
(Said farewell)
But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar
(Jar, jar, jar...)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns, slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
(When I fall asleep)
[x2]

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns, slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

Owl City - Fireflies

Went to watch 2012 yesterday .
Quite touching .
Saw my china " buddy " in the theatre .
She was also watching the same movie .
Its such a small world .

I miss my everyone alot !
Especially my jies and meiis !
Jie {s} - Amelia , Sherralyn , Crystal , Debbie , Kendra , Ming Wei , Yu Min , Sheryl .
Mei {s} - Gina and Jocelyn .
I LOVE YOU ALL !

Yesterday morning went to school ,
met up with yumin , sheryl , gina and amelia .
Sherralyn overslept D:
Helped the juniors with their hair and makeups .

MARSHMALLOWEY !
This word is created and copyrighted by Me , amelia , gina , sheryl and yumin !
Took random pictures .








Me and gina's shoes .

Thinking of on the graduation day , its the last time i can perform on the stage of ats . That's a totally sad thing .
After that went to the beach .
Took some photos also .
Next time then post .

Today is the most pathetic day for me ..
I hate the word GRADUATION ,
cos it always make friends apart .

I cried 6 times today until now .
2 times cos of school is ending and i really will miss you guys alot .
All of my good friends .
4 times cos of .. someone .
Classmates who stay back today should know why .
I hugged every of my close friends today .
I started crying then after that crystal , joanne , kendra , debbie , samantha , gina , xinying .. still have more people started to cry le .
Saw cherin and the others also crying .

Will miss debbie , crystal , joanne , samantha , amelia , xinying , him <3 alot .
Won't miss sherralyn , sheryl , gina , yumin , jasmine , yi jing since we will meet up every week either saturday or sunday .
All those memories with 6E won't be forgotten forever .
Promised .

I will miss all


6E'09 peeps


Why must school end this way ?
Why must i see those things that would make me sad on the last day of school ,
two times ?
I don't wanna face reality .

Hi (:
First post i'm starting my post with hi . LOL
OHh ya .
Thanks samantha for the present given to me yesterday !
I love you (:

Samantha is having her operation this saturday and she can't go to the chalet !
I'm so going to miss her voice ..
I have recorded her voice secretlyy .
LOL .

Today morning started the day with me and kedi awkwardly sitting on the bench in the canteeennnn . Super awkward cos we normally don't talk to each other .
Then when all my friends came , i'm spam with all this :
"The guy come back already ?" -> samantha
[She say this when he is like at the same line as her ]

"Joy , you looks so happy today " -> Crystal and Debbie

" Who you looking at ? Him ahh ? " -> Sheryl .
LOL !
Anw , i am ;P

Went for city tour today .
Gone to dunno what park to feed mosquitos first . Have like 4 mosquito bites .
Then went to the battlebox .
PPL starting screaming inside .
Then went to the foutain at near suntec .
Lastly , went to the dunno what stall then ate rice , soup and have drink .
First time i'm eating when i'm going out for excursion . Awesome .
Love the soup , got pissed off with the staff there .

Joanne seems angry with me today .
Sorry joanne for what had happened today D:

Get back to school at 12.10 .
The other girls ran to the classroom but i did not .
Since my leg hurts like hell D:
Tomoro i'm so going to ask ppl to rush my autograph book !
I want all my close friends to write on it (:

Tomoro is the last day of school .
Pathetic .
I'm so going to miss you guys alot D:
Must meet up often okay ?

i feel awkward

Hate some P1 and P2 today .
cos having rehearsals then they keep laughing !
WTH ?!
Then jeremy teo also laughing .
After that me , sherralyn , sheryl , joey go scold him and fan lian ! (:
LOL .

Still have some time then went bubbletea with sheryl and gina ! (:
Random photos taken today (:













Haha .
Posted on facebook liao :P
Walking back to school that time ,
fabian randomly say hi to me across the road ,
i'm surprised .
LOL .
Then he trying to say something but i can't hear clearly .
So forget it .
Now talking to sherralyn , joey , jocelyn , calvin , some other friends on msn .
Busy but manage to post the pictures (:
Last two days of school le ..
Pathetic .
Hope school will never end but ..
it still will D:
I will miss you guys ..
Really .
Especially him ..

Going to wait for ______ to come back from japan today .
Midnight 1 am D:
Dunno i can don't sleep until that time anot ..
Try ba .
To him :
If i cannot don't blame me !
Sorry .

And now social interview randomly ask me a this question :
If ______ is an ice cream , would you eat him / her right now ?
LOL .
I'm happy that you going to come back in 5 hours time , excited ; why am i always thinking negatively ?

Not much stuffs today .
Early morning joshua started to play the " sorry sorry " by super junior using my phone .
Keep playing and playing .
IRRITATING !
LOL .

Then the whole school day was used up by a stupid financial talk .
3++ hours .
After school have dance ,
chingay practice that time hu lao shi say don't have then just now ,
me , sheryl and gina went to her and she say have .
WTH ?!
Then we go to bubbletea shop call amelia and sherralyn come back school .
About 3.30 + still don't have our program , then wu lao shi then say don't have !!
WTF .
Damn pissed .
Waste our precious time sehh .

Going to post the dance rehearsal , juniors dancing , on facebook after the performance .
Cannot post before .
If not all our dance steps founded out liaox !! ;P
LOL .
Going to sleep soon .
Wad's the problem with me ? Why i keep thinking the negative side ?
Maybe its just seems so .
Anyways , i miss him alot .

i miss you ; why won't you just reply my msges ?

Have chingay dance practice today .
3pm to 6pm .
All the people there all so big size , pro and flexible !
Me , sherralyn , sheryl , gina , valda and jasmine all feel so weird cos we are the youngest , noobest , shortest , most small in sizes de !
All so awkward and alot of stunts dunno how to do D:
And liu lao shi surprisingly not fierce at all 0.o .
Before that met all the ppl as listed except jasmine .
Met sherralyn and valda at 12.45pm at mcdonalds .
Then met gina .
Went to give a name and saw samantha and sheryl doing their names (:
Then me , sherralyn , gina and valda wanted to do something the same .
Then we four made this !



GJSV <3 !

Then we late liao .
Rushed to mrt and me and sheryl keep stepping on valda and gina's leg !
Took this for gina and sheryl on the mrt (:



They two look chio ! (:
Sherralyn extra put her finger there .
LOL
To sheryl :
Sheryl , relax . Things will go well for you ! (:
and i will be at your side (:

Reach lavender mrt then we walked the wrong way !
Opposite way to people's association .
We walked till like jalan sultan then we were like shit , wrong way .
then we call hu lao shi she say we are lost
After that decided to take taxi to there .
After alight , walked a one BIG round to the people's association .
Then at that time we all sweating liao .
LOL .
Went back home at about 6.15pm .
Now posting .
Going to sleep soon .
Baibai !

Cool !
First time have dance practice at night !
At people's association .
People's association very creepy and dark at the night .
Scary ! ..
Tired but still fun (:

Anw , went to church today .
Have fun with sunny , weijie (:
Parachute band coming to my church to perform soon !

Have lots of practices coming along .
Nights , mornings , afternoons ,
all different time of the day for the practices .
Suddenly just now hu lao shi told us the dates ,
then found out how tight my schedule is .
Let's see ,
tomoro , 22 nov , 25 nov , 26 nov , 28 nov , 29 nov , 5 dec , 6 dec , 13 dec , 18 dec , 19 dec , 20 dec , 21 dec , 27 dec for this year .
I think still have .
Still have more for next year .
Practices , rehearsals , showcases .. blahh blahh blahh for chingay and anyhow arts .

Sure very tired de .
But sure have lots of fun (:

Sheryl just know my biggest secret .
I haven tell anyone that secret yett .
So sheryl , hope you help me keep it .
Meeting sherralyn , sheryl , gina , valda , yumin and jasmine tomoro at j8 , 1pm .
Then will be having luch together then go people's association together .

Just found out that xinying is also going to join chingay !
Can see each other !
{♥}Xinying ! (:

{♥}chingay and anyhow art <3

Started the day feeling weird without 61 .
Then trying to learn how to sing the graduation song .
Mr low said that if we sing loudly , we can go for pe .
The whole class is like " Aiya . For the sake of pe la , we sing okay ?"
Then we all like " okay , okay la "
Then we sang loudly and at last , we go for pe .

Me , debbie , crystal , xinying went to interact with the foreigners in the school .
Joanne is one of the foreigners .
Debbie straightly partner with joanne -.-

Do stuff with them , make popiahh (:
Ate lots of popiahh today (:

Spent the whole day with them .
Like kinda wasted , somehow ..

LOL .
Actually afternoon suppose to go thomson plaza with amelia , rochelle , sixuan .
Then after that SOMEONE wanna go with them , so i don't go le .
Then after that the SOMEONE not going anymore -.-
So i went bubbletea shop with sherralyn <3.
2.30 met up with amelia .
She come that time , her body SO COLD .
Then i go hug her .
Haha .

Played basketball with amelia after that .
Won her . haha
Went back home at 4.30pm
Have some confusion with chingay and anyhow arts dates and times .
Meichen is so busy just now .
Keep replying her juniors msges .
Cos have some sort of confusion .
since i have no " events " column anymore ,
i shall list it down here :
14.11.09->Anyhow arts practice sesson .
( will be meeting amelia , gina and sheryl at the entrance )

15.11.09->Chingay practice session
( meet sherralyn , valda at j8 then go people's association )

18.11.09->Have excursion with foreigners in school hours .

14.11.09 shall be the first time i having dance practice at night . LOL

Okay .
Done with schedules .
Sure will have lots of chingay and anyhow arts practice session coming along month by month .
Sure very tired de .
LOL .

Thanks lots for making me happy , i love you

To Samantha :
Welcome .
Anyway ,
Samantha ,
Don't need such a big thanks on your blog !
I'm glad to help you (:
And you are always a very great friend too xP

To debbie :
Cheer up !
Don't dwell over it anymore .

To ernest :
I have an idea that you don't wanna be my friends with me anymore .
Cos you don't reply my msges on msn or through phone .
Since im close to ______ .
But pls give me a reply on msn telling me that you don't want to anymore .
Thanks .
I won't mind if you tell me you don't want .
Really .

Okay .
Done with Short msges to some people .
I'm kinda happy and sad ..
Mixed feelings .
Happy is cos someone said something .
Sad cos he is gone to japan and i miss him .
Sigh .
Nvm .
Can't talk any further .

i miss him and thanks lots for making me happy ; wad happen to all of you ? why must it become so complicated ?

Stayed back today .
Had rehearsal .
Hate rehearsals .

Fabian and jeremy asked me to go over to their table there today when i'm alone ,
fabian looks funny (:

I cried today .
He is going japan today night , tokyo .
Sad .
Totally .
I thought that he is not coming school anymore .
He stayed back today .
I thought it is the last time i can see him .
Sad till cried .

Thanks sherralyn and amelia for comforting me . Best Jies (:
Thanks debbie and jeremy for telling me those stuffs too .
Thanks gina , crystal , arend , ernest and brenda for all the " cheer up "s .
I think this will happen on the last day of school .
Sure de .
I will miss him like hell .

He will only come back on next tues .
Successfully persuade him to come to school on wednesday (:
Will miss him .

Anw ,
Happy birthday xinying .
Hua nan is leaving ..
Also .
Me , joanne , sheryl , debbie and gina , plus some boys ,
thought hua nan is going back to china and won't come back again ..
and we kept saying that we will miss him .
After that he said that he is only going for one week ,
and we all just said :
Cheyyy !

Together .
Without any asking to say or whatever .
How united is my class is .

LOL .

I'm still sad .

Finally done with my blog !
Argh .
Suddenly my blogskin have prob .
So change lo .
List my gans by normal liao ..
No more colour codes .
lol .
Later then post again .

Just find someone changed .
She is never as good as last time anymore .
She don't tell me stuffs anymore .
I don't think that she likes me as a meii anymore .
She changed alot .
Really alot .

Why ? The people around me are all changing . Especially those close ones .